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May 16 仰口燒烤 ( 好久沒有來整理下自己的小窩啦..... )
一大早爬起來開始籌備
和大尼曼開始忙活
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過程雖然有點累
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很開心
以後要經常的燒烤
有意思呢
o(∩_∩)o...
June 09 新的开始新的开始 不知道会怎样 但是应该会比现在好很多吧 毕竟还年轻不是吗？ 年轻就应该
多尝试 释放自己的能力
犹豫过 矛盾过 无从选择过 一切都会过去的不是吗？ 一切都会好起来
加油吧 希望就在前方 。。。 May 29 无从选择人有太多的不能选择了 被逼不得已的去接受 不得不接受 总是这样的无奈 我坚强了太久了 压力压得太大了 我已经透不过气了 既然我不能选择 我为什么不离开呢 我想要离开 远远的离开 我太累了 我想睡 一觉不起 我想逃 逃得远远的 无从选择 。。。 July 23 煺変ing。。。。 壳正在一点点的蜕掉 血正在一点点的流干 而原来的我也渐渐的消失 开始了新的蜕变
（The hull is taking off in a little The blood is draining in a little And originally of I am also gradual of disappear Started transmuting lately）
社会的现实让我不得不改变 工作的压力让我不得不成长 学会勇敢地面对 学会坚强地面对 更要学会适者生存
（The reality of the society's having to let me change the pressure of work have to let me grow up academic association to face bravely Master to face to even want to master a proper existence strongly）
成长都是需要过程的 虽然艰辛 虽然漫长 但是始终要经历的不是吗？ 那何不去勇敢地面对？ （The growth all needs process Although although the hardships is always endless want what to experience is not? Does that go why not to face bravely?） 永远都不要去让社会来适应你 你必须要学会适应社会和保护自己 自己做一个隐性的盾牌 让自己不受伤害 （All don't will let forever society to adapt you You have to want to master an orientation society and protection oneself Do-it-yourself a recessive shield lets oneself be free from injury） 以前的幻想早已抛向无边的大海中 剩下的只有残留的回忆 曾经的单纯 早一炮向了天空 只剩下了一些做人的原则 曾经的孩子气 早已抛向了过去 留下的仅仅剩下1%的童心 。。。。。。 该抛得抛弃 该丢的丢掉 剩下原本的善良和大度就足以 （The imagination of past toward limitless ocean throws alreadyThe recollection only remained leaving The simplicity that is ever Early one cannon to the sky left some be a person of principle The childishness that is ever Throw already to left in the past of left 1% kid's hearts only...... Should throw abandon Should throw of throwing away and leaving original docile and big degree good enough to）
曾经得我早已消失不见 剩下了应有的笑容和乐观的心态 我必须要改变自己 来适应现在的社会 我不甘心做一个失败者 我喜欢胜利的喜悦 所以我必须坚强 必须要改变 或许蜕变是我最好的选择不是吗？ （Ever I already the disappearance disappeared to leave and should have of smiling face and optimistic mindset I have to want to change oneself to adapt the society of now me unwilling do a failed me to like victory of joy so my having to be strong has to want to change to transmute probably to is I, the best choice is not?）
July 09 矢 眠一个人听着小p肆意的漫步 耳边不停回荡着某人的话语 让我无助 脑袋空白 真得不知如何是好 还是一个人的好啊
（A person's listenning to the words that the small p take a stroll an ear not to stop back to concuss someone without restraint's doesing not let me help head blank really has to hard put is good or a person of good）
失眠 噩梦缠绕 让我无法呼吸 空气的混浊让我更加不愿呼吸 人世间也不过如此 感情 生活 放开自己的心思 让自己轻松一切 绷得太紧真得好累 压力好大 想爱却真的不敢说出 无法把任何的感情当成儿戏 只因为我早已伤痕累累
（Suffering from insomnia the evil-foreboding dream's tying up to round can't let me breathe air of turbid let me don't wish to breathe a human life more also only so-so the affection life release an own idea to make oneself easily the whole to stretch tight too tightly really have to the very tired pressure wants very greatly loving but really daring not to speak can't chase any affection to be a child's play only because for me already scar clusters of）
越想逃避 越是难受 越是不想爱 越是不能自已 越是怕受伤 受伤越深 越是怕自己身陷 越是早已深陷其中 说好不会再流泪的 必须要坚强 可是泪水还是情不自禁的流出 现在的我 早已脑袋一片空白 没了思想 像行尸走肉一般 早已千疮百孔
（Think evading is more suffered more to don't want more love more is can't from have already been afraid to get hurt more more deep is more afraid the own body sink more is sink already and deeply to say among them so much will not shed tears again of have to want strong but the tears still cans not controls feelings of run off now of I already head one blank didn't the thought is generally and already like walking corpse thousand 疮s 100 bores）
任凭思想冲击着自己的脑袋 自己却无能为力 早已伤痕累累 千疮百孔的自己 失去了信心 早已没有了爱人的心 还怎样去说爱呢 没有了爱的勇气 任凭那不争气的眼泪流出自己的眼眶 突然想一个人独自站在雨中 任凭雨水打在身上 那时的自己是最幸福的 跑开了世间的纷纷扰 没有了城市里的嘈杂 早已分不清脸上是泪水还是雨水 只知道对自己来讲脑袋一片空白才是最幸福的
（Freeing to the thought pounds at own head oneself but inability as dint already the scar is clusters of thousand 疮 by themselves losing of 100 bores the confidence had no lover already of heart return how say a love had no loving courage to free to that not to fight to excel of tears run off own eye socket thinks a person stands alone in rain to free to rain water to beat in the body the that time of oneself is most happily leave the world in succession the 扰 have no the city suddenly of noisy miscellaneous can not distinguish on the face already is a tears or a rain water know to oneself to speak head one blank to is the happy）
越是不想沦陷 却发现自己早已沦陷其中 想努力的爬出来却无能为力 身陷于爱情的沼泽 自己只能眼睁睁的看着自己一点点的深陷下去 明直到后果的严重性 明知道早已伤痕累累的自己 早已不能在承受任何的伤痛了 但是我无能为了 想爬却发现自己的双手和双脚早已没有了力气 只能深深的深陷下去 我真得很努力的要爬出来 可是还是越陷越深 无能为力 只能自己眼睁睁的看着自己一点点的深陷下去 受伤 憔悴 心碎 失望。。。一直到结束了这个痛苦 谁又能理解我 现在这种痛苦的心碎呢 （More is don't want subjugate but discover oneself already among them subjugate to think make great effort of climb out but the inability is for the dint body sink in the love of marsh oneself can looking at own a little helplessly deeply plunge go to clear until the seriousness of result's knowing perfectly welling a way already scar is alreadyclusters of of oneself can't be bearing to distress anily already but my inability for thinking climbing but discovering own hands and double feet have no energy already can be profound deeply to plunge to go to I very really make great effort of want to climb out to sink the more deep inability as dint however still more oneself can looking at own a little helplessly to plunge deeply to get hurt distressed and heart-broken disappointment...Until ended this pain and sufferings who again apprehensibility I now this kind of pain and sufferings of heart-broken）
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